Sukkot and Next Year

On Saturday night we met with our doula and it was a great meeting. When it was over and we were trying to setup our next meeting, the idea of another saturday night meeting came up. I said that I thought it might be best for us to keep our saturday nights open for Carrie and josh time, as we have few left to just the two of us. It is hard to believe that this is happening so soon. It is hard to believe that our entire lives will be different in only a matter of weeks. It is hard to believe that as I built the sukkah this year, next year I will do the same, but we will be using it very differently. All of this is hard to believe because it is all so wonderful and because it is all so magical. This morning Carrie put my hand on her belly and I felt our baby rooling around. It is the coolest feeling on the face of the earth. I do not understand how any male would not want to be more involved in this, it is just so cool. I cannot wait to meet the little one that will change our lives completely. I cannot wait to be an Abba. I cannot wait wait for things to change... I am looking forward to the issues that will arise in the near future. I am looking forward to building our family together.
חג שמח

Josh